Post by missa on Sept 24, 2015 14:10:18 GMT -6
Hey guys, I've only just been diagnosed with BPD and its almost a relief.
I'm 29 and i have spent pretty much my entire life paranoid that people will think there's something wrong with me.
Im very attractive and outgoing and confidant and have been internalising all of this BPD stuff for years... constantly falling apart on the inside, still showing face at work everyday while im falling apart on the inside... I've just recently been promoted and have been getting sent away for work a lot. This is where I have realised that I am not coping as my main issue is that i find it hard to build relationships with my co-workers.
Does anyone have any advice? I feel so alone and panicky inside but I really want to overcome this illness and keep my job!
I'm 29 and i have spent pretty much my entire life paranoid that people will think there's something wrong with me.
Im very attractive and outgoing and confidant and have been internalising all of this BPD stuff for years... constantly falling apart on the inside, still showing face at work everyday while im falling apart on the inside... I've just recently been promoted and have been getting sent away for work a lot. This is where I have realised that I am not coping as my main issue is that i find it hard to build relationships with my co-workers.
Does anyone have any advice? I feel so alone and panicky inside but I really want to overcome this illness and keep my job!